Transformed by His Spirit, seems unreal right? Like It could never actually happen to you? That’s legit how I felt, you are NOT alone in that I actually thought God didn’t care about what I was going through. I grew up never knowing a whole lot about God, I never really knew much about the bible or the way a relationship with God worked. I truly never dove into learning more because i’ll be real at the time I didn’t really care I thought I was going to be living off luck forever but my plan didn’t quite work out because God’s plan for my life was far bigger than I could’ve ever imagined.
I really thought there were so many bigger problems that He had to be focused on that mine weren’t even on His radar. It’s so crazy how much we underestimate the love God has for all of us. I spent years thinking I couldn’t ask him for better, I couldn’t ask for changes in me or my circumstances, and for his love even. BUT boy.. I was so wrong. God literally loves us so much and always cares for us no matter how small the issues seem or even the issues that seem too large. God is so much bigger than even the largest issues that we have. I think back to the moments were I was so scared to voice the help I needed from God, I also didn’t even know how a relationship with God truly worked I thought a relationship with God was so different than what it actually is. It took me sometime to grasp it. I have this habit of saying God is good all the time but I always emphasize the all the time part of the saying because It’s so much more than just a cute saying. I say it and honestly It doesn’t even begin to explain how good He truly is. I think we undervalue what God will do for us because we don’t see ourselves the way God sees us, we see ourselves as unworthy and too far gone to be helped and sometimes we even undervalue God and what he can actually do. Trust me when I say I believed those lies for a long time but If he could do it for me there’s nothing He can’t do for you. I was legit transformed by His spirit, hence the title of my blog, God picked me up in a place where I no longer had the will to keep going and that’s the amazing thing is that God doesn’t see what we can’t do, He sees us for what we CAN do. I never thought I would be who I am today or have the opportunities that I’m able to have. He brought life into me and a purpose. I don’t say this to brag I say it to remind you that God isn’t a one person miracle worker, He loves and transforms so many people BUT not just me or the other people. He’s waiting to do it in YOUR own life too.
God is good all the time